Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Who cares how long it was? Who cares if it was only for 01:38min? Who cares if I couldn't tell him how life has been going for me? I was able to tell him i love him and that i miss him oh so much. It was intense pleasure to be able to hear his voice. I'm all smiles now. Ok. So maybe I cried a bit after I hung up. But that's not the point. I'm happier than happy.
I realised that failing two subjects and scoring mediocrely (is there such a word?) led to a pathetic GPA of 1.1. Yup. Pathetic. So much for going to uni, ey?
I wonder when the hell I'll be able to watch DVDs at Fatin's. It's as though it'll never happen. Life has been so mundane for me, up to the point where looking at past years' exam papers enthralls me. Amazing.
I've been wanderin' around the house all night
wondering what the hell to do
Yeah I'm trying to concentrate but all I can think of is you
well the phone don't ring coz my friends ain't home
I'm tired of being all alone
got the TV on coz the radio's playing songs that remind me of you
baby when you're gone - i realize i'm in love
days go on and on - and the nights just seem so long
even food don't taste that good - drink ain't doing what it should
things just feel so wrong - baby when you're gone
I've been driving up and down these streets
trying to find somewhere to go
yeah i'm lookin' for a familiar face but there's no one i know
oh this is torture - this is pain - it feels like i'm gonna go insane
I hope you're coming back real soon - coz i don't know what to do
X O X O; 9:37 pm